Is it?
I don't like to leave things unfinished, especially things I never started to begin with. Anyway, one exam down.. 4 to go. No work for 9 days which is a plus - more time to study.
Somewhere there's someone.
"You haven't found the right girl till you found one that likes The Smiths."
I know what I want.
Hmph. These days Suburban Bourbon has become nothing more than me telling you all how tired I am, how much I hate my life and how much I want to just run away. Haha, how depressing!
To get my moods up this evening, I'm taking a break from the regular study and watching a movie of my liking. A Civil Action starring disco dancer come extraterrestrial come pilot John Travolta seems to good to pass up. Apparently good ol' Robert Duvall got a Oscar nom for his performance too. But yeah, a law-based drama - what a mood-lifter! No, but in all seriousness it looks really interesting. It's been far too long since I watched a film with a little backbone.
I think I've blogged this song before.. maybe. Forgive me, but I think it deserves a second round.
Still looking, still waiting, still finding.
Loaded with study to do still, only a week till my first exam and I am no where near done. The last 3 days have been a conjunction of study, reading The Economist and watching BBC World News.. oh and the NBA Finals- go Mavs!
Got work in the morning tomorrow which I'm anything but psyched about, I really need a real job. I feel so.. under appreciated? I think that accurately describes it. I could be doing more, something so much more rewarding mentally - but I've been stuck in a dead-end grocery store job instead for the last 4-and-a-bit-years. Finding part-time work for a international business/ Asian studies co-major is pretty difficult. Oh well. I've got the rest of my life to worry about 'real jobs', I guess it's time to just save up, travel and do things my way while everything is simple.
Trying to find a decent, cheap university overseas to study my Master's at seems an impossible task to accomplish. I think I'm getting a bit ahead of myself, but hey - it's something I'd like to have an idea about sooner rather than later. I think I concentrate too much on the future.. without getting the present sorted out before hand. There's a lot that I'd like to get done here before I run off to China for a few years.
Everybody annoys me. It's nice not caring about anything or anyone here, makes my future international career all the easier. No strings attached, baby.
I'll calm down and I'll get along with you, alright.
